Owww.

I wanna go to the City of Lights! I shall one day and that day is eagerly awaited. Sorry, just out of the blue right.


Lets hit it off.


I did not go to school today as I had other things in mind. I was supposed to be resting at home but in the end my day was so hectic I might have done less in school after all. I went to the police station early to collect the results to the police report my mum launched after her accident. A whole other story which shall be explained another day. Well anyways, we were not fined and instead the other guy had to pay. Then we went to bangsar for lunch. Then my mum and I went shopping in all the little boutique's in Bangsar.

Love them shops. Tried on a gazillion dresses. Did not like any. Hid behind one shelf coz I saw my agent in a shop and I was supposed to be ill at home. yikes!....Then I went to do threading and I cried so much the lady actually laughed at me. It was so freaking painful.Trust me, you should not try it. Then we went to my aunty's house for tea and she laughed and laughed at me. After all the jesting aimed at me, I went home and took it out on my guitar. I'm kinda caught up with the song sempurna and leaving on a jetplane. These two songs sound really good on the guitar. Then annoyed my sister and fell asleep on my pile of clothes on the bed. I was picking out what to wear for a function. =]



Ah well. I better get going. My whole forehead is so freaking sore. I hate it. Never gonna do threading again. not if you paid me a million bucks. NEVER.



Ciao.

Amy.

Whoa...its been really long since I last updated...geez..old lady must have forgotten all about her blog...


I think I have forgotten how to blog....lol..well nothing much has changed...I'm still me...I still skip classes...I have yet to score an A in add maths...I have quit UBS...I'm clubless...I...I better stop writing like this...



Lets start over...today was pretty fun in class...we laughed non-stop and my jaw is still pretty sore from that tennis ball, [jase]..all on you...next time aim for the ground instead of my face...even though we had all our teachers in class it was still a pretty memorable day...my bag strap broke and I had to carry it on one shoulder....Jean and I laughed our heads off when Annesha entered the sejarah class..she was like dancing infront there instead of giving a reason as to why she was late to class...so freakin hilarious...very, very fun day...came back and watched P.S I love you for the 200th time..I've memorised all the lines already...I love that show...After that they wanted to watch that stupid superhero movie but I didnt watch..its too stupid...I seriously cannot wait to watch dark knight...we're goin to times square for Daphne's b'day party and we might go bowling, or neway or dark knight but we're not sure yet...



Well thats all for now I guess,

Till next time.


P.S. I love me.

Father's day.

This father's day was pretty uneventful actually. My cousins came around and all the father's cut up and destroyed the beautiful chocolate mud cake from secret recipe. I was actually pretty pensieve throughtout this whole father's day. I think it had something to do with the face that I was recovering from a hurting heart. It was caused by my dad. His godson gave him a bouquet of flowers and I didnt get him anything. but thats only coz we were so busy this whole weekend. I actually wanted to take him out to dinner but he said that this weekend was too crammed. But thats not my main point. The reason I'm hurting is coz my dad turned around and said to me, I quote, 'Even my godson can get me something, but my daughters?'...This hurt me so bad. I didnt talk to him the entire journey home from church. How could he say that?...he was the one who refused a gift and said we didnt have to get him anything, but when we want to do something, he refuses and we get the blame. This hurts, man.

As I run my fingers through your hair, I am reminded of what used to be.






Peace,
Amy.

Emoed up.

Just let me hold you while we are falling apart.



Yesterday and today have gone past in a blink. The results that came back were as expected, horrifying. But what truly pissed me off was HER comment about my absence in class. Hell. I've been attending all her classes ever since she made that snide comment about me not being in her class. How could she?..She actually expressed her surprise concerning me presence. What the hell was that all about?....So so pissing off. And her stupid lectures were obviously aimed at me.


Some of its just transcendental. Some of its just really dumb.


Enough about HER.





But I, I love it when you read to me. And you, you can read me anything.



The hols were kinda subdued coz I didnt go out much. Except to Bangsar. Everyday. I dont really wanna talk about it.



The book of love has music in it. In fact, thats where music comes from.


I have to make a really huge decision. Its pretty much eating me from the inside. But I cannot take it anymore. Its UBS. I am supposed to go for my Kursus Peningkatan this weekend but I really cant coz I've got a 21st birthday and also an engagement to attend. Not only that, I will also be missing my tuition at Subash which is really important. I have to do it. I have to quit. I know that some people will be really disappointed that I have given up so easily on UBS but there are underlying issues that have yet to be resolved. I dont think it will ever be. But to those whom I have let down, I am sorry but maybe this isnt what I was made for. This decision was made and taken action against with painstaking thinking. Maybe it isnt the best solution but, hey, who knows whats right and wrong. I'm sorry.




The book of love is long and boring. And written very long ago. Its full of flowers and heart shaped boxes and things we're all too young to see.





And I, I love it when you give me things. And you, you are to give me wedding rings.





Till we meet again.

[a][m][y]

Greyscale.

Holy crap. I just realised that the ENTIRE weekend was spent watching tennis, badminton and AMERICAN IDOL. and also P.S I love you. But American Idol mostly.



I just have to say that David Cook makes me go lala!...He is so dark and misterious and HOT. So original compared to David Archuleta. The song "always be my baby" was so nice I've listened to it more than 200 times. So nice, man. I really hope he wins. He deserves it much more.



Today [sunday], saw the sacrament of confirmation being held in my church. It was pretty long coz there were 77 candidates. All the form fives were dressed to the nines. The whole front portion of the church was like, white. Next year it will be yours truly's turn, and I'm so excited I can barely wait. The camp and being confirmed with the people whom you've known since like 5 years old. Most of them grew up with me basically. These are the people I really do cherish. Them and the original besties in school. Love them to bits. I cant wait. I'm gonna go shopping for my outfit from now on. :]



The holidays are so freakin hectic, man. Even before they arrive I fell like they are gone. Checking my schedule, I just realised I'll be so fully packed that it wont even feel like a holiday. Damn it.



Read between the lines, wont you?



I got pretty annoyed in church today. Everyone kept asking me why I'm not in white. They all thought I was receiving confirmation. Like hello!? Next year, dudes. Get your years right.


I'm feeling pretty lazy now so I'm gonna stop here. :]





Ciao.

me.

Friday's.

Before going to bangsar the other day, my uncle realised that he had misplaced a pair of timberland shoes that he had just bought for 450 bucks. He was packing and he remembered that he hadnt had it in his hands when he came in the house. So we went to times square to find it in the 2 possible places where he could have left it which was nichi and metro. When he went into nichi, the salesgirl remembered him from 2 days before and told him he had left his shoes. He was so happy, I tell you. The holiday would have been sour if the shoes hadnt been located. Luck comes unexpectedly, huh?


When you go, would you even turn to say I dont love you like I loved you yesterday?


The EST and sivik papers were pretty easy. I guess the panic attack before the exams were totally unnecessary. But who wouldnt freak out. Suddenly I step in the class and everyone is studying for sivik and I, the genius, left my book in the locker coz I figured sivik required no studying. The everyone was like asking me questions from the textbook and I was sooo blurr. I thought sivik only requires common sense.


How am I supposed to breathe when you leave me no air?


So, as a remedy I went outside and tried to do some crash studying. Nothing really went into my head. sigh...but when the paper came, I could have laughed out loud. All those fools were studying and wasting time studying sivik when in truth, I was right. It only took some common sense. Nothing came out. The tokoh question was also basically common sense. I mean, who doesnt know what Jimmy Choo achieved?...Everyone does, which is exactly my point.


You will never intimidate me, no matter how you try.



In the night, we went to bukit bintang to eat in the Ship. It was our mother's day present. I havent eaten in the bukit bintang ship for ages. We usually go to the other one, a walking distance from the bukit bintang one. My mom, sis and I all had chicken maryland and my dad had his favourite black pepper steak and shark's fin soup. It was relly fun coz after everyone from overseas had gone back, we finally sat down to eat as a family again. But I kinda miss them already. We see them pretty rarely. Once a year or sometimes once in 2 years. Hopefully my mom and I will go there soon. I wanna see melbourne.



Thats basically it, I guess. Till next time.

.I.Dont.Love.You.

Do.I?

.ciao.



P.S. I.Dont.Know.

We've got chemistry, dude!

Chemistry was pretty good today. By far the best paper I've sat for. All the last minute panicking was for nothing. Eventhough paper 1 was a shooting range, paper 2 was pretty much alright. Tommorow is the 2 subjects that only require common sense to be answered. EST the last time round wasnt all that great, so this time I'm out for revenge. Hopefully my chem marks will be as good as the last time. Dont think there's a chance but a girl can hope, right?...


Damn tired today. Will be going to Bangsar later. More shopping. but I'm not tired of it. Yet.



Sigh. that will be all I guess. I'm exhausted.



ciao.