Keep them safe.

Dear blog,

Do you think I should sit for the rest of my finals?

Blog - Yes.
Amy - But I dont feel like sitting for it.
Blog - Then dont.
Amy - Do you think my 'rents will become hysterical and swing a chair at me if I dont?
Blog - Yes.
Amy - Then what do I do?
Blog - Duck.
Amy - Thanks for the advice.
Blog - Sure.



Blogging when you've taken 'stupid pills' just might not work out very well.


I learnt the hard way.


Ok. I'm gonna talk about my finals.

So you see, my school, the extremely smart school, decided to break the finals into two phases. Phase one started on the 13th of October and ended on the 17th of October. The exams will resume two weeks later which is when phase 2 starts. It will go on from the 3rd of November till the last day of school. Sucky, isnt it?..


Among the papers we sat for in Phase 1 were Chem 3, Moral, English, BM, EST, Maths and Add freaking maths.

Among all those papers, I only concentrated on 4, Chem, BI, BM, Est. The rest shall rest in peace. It is so dead. So dead.



But after all thats said and done, WHO GIVES A DAMN?....I'm gonna be in the same class, same classmates. Like I said, who cares?...


I do not know where this part of me has emerged from but all I know is I am feeling extremely rebellious these days. Trouble is a part of me. Lets pray it doesnt extend till next year.

Fun Activities next year :

1] SPM. [Bluek]
2] Driver's licence. [Liberation, finally]
3] PLKN. [I dont wanna go!]
4] 17th B'day. [Age is catching up with me] [Botox, please]
5] Graduation. [I dont wanna leave high school]
6] Prom night. [Marks the end of SPM, hurrah]
7] Christmas. [Prezzies!] [I want one from every reader]



I cant believe how fast this year has gone past. Time really flew at turbo speed. I cant imagine life without seeing the besties everyday. It's crazily depressing but yet intriguing as well. I ponder my future. Should I stay? Should I leave? Will I be homesick? Will I regret staying?..



I tell you what. I'll leave it up to the one who knows best. Yes, God, You know who I'm referring to.



After all, He's got me here and I'm still in one piece. Just keep going, God. You're doing great.

And I pray you'll be alright, my little princess.

No one will touch you when I'm around.

I promise you that.

No one.




I pray that everyone around me will still be around even when I'm gone.

I dont think I'll be able to cope with anyone leaving me again.

Please, dont go.

Keep them safe in your sight, Lord.




These are my prayers. Answer them, I pray.

I treasure each and everyone of you in my heart. Yes, you too.

I'll never forget you.






My heart is pounding so hard that it deafens me.


Amy. The Actress, in her own life.