Holy crap. I just realised that the ENTIRE weekend was spent watching tennis, badminton and AMERICAN IDOL. and also P.S I love you. But American Idol mostly.
I just have to say that David Cook makes me go lala!...He is so dark and misterious and HOT. So original compared to David Archuleta. The song "always be my baby" was so nice I've listened to it more than 200 times. So nice, man. I really hope he wins. He deserves it much more.
Today [sunday], saw the sacrament of confirmation being held in my church. It was pretty long coz there were 77 candidates. All the form fives were dressed to the nines. The whole front portion of the church was like, white. Next year it will be yours truly's turn, and I'm so excited I can barely wait. The camp and being confirmed with the people whom you've known since like 5 years old. Most of them grew up with me basically. These are the people I really do cherish. Them and the original besties in school. Love them to bits. I cant wait. I'm gonna go shopping for my outfit from now on. :]
The holidays are so freakin hectic, man. Even before they arrive I fell like they are gone. Checking my schedule, I just realised I'll be so fully packed that it wont even feel like a holiday. Damn it.
Read between the lines, wont you?
I got pretty annoyed in church today. Everyone kept asking me why I'm not in white. They all thought I was receiving confirmation. Like hello!? Next year, dudes. Get your years right.
I'm feeling pretty lazy now so I'm gonna stop here. :]
Ciao.
me.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Friday's.
Before going to bangsar the other day, my uncle realised that he had misplaced a pair of timberland shoes that he had just bought for 450 bucks. He was packing and he remembered that he hadnt had it in his hands when he came in the house. So we went to times square to find it in the 2 possible places where he could have left it which was nichi and metro. When he went into nichi, the salesgirl remembered him from 2 days before and told him he had left his shoes. He was so happy, I tell you. The holiday would have been sour if the shoes hadnt been located. Luck comes unexpectedly, huh?
When you go, would you even turn to say I dont love you like I loved you yesterday?
The EST and sivik papers were pretty easy. I guess the panic attack before the exams were totally unnecessary. But who wouldnt freak out. Suddenly I step in the class and everyone is studying for sivik and I, the genius, left my book in the locker coz I figured sivik required no studying. The everyone was like asking me questions from the textbook and I was sooo blurr. I thought sivik only requires common sense.
How am I supposed to breathe when you leave me no air?
So, as a remedy I went outside and tried to do some crash studying. Nothing really went into my head. sigh...but when the paper came, I could have laughed out loud. All those fools were studying and wasting time studying sivik when in truth, I was right. It only took some common sense. Nothing came out. The tokoh question was also basically common sense. I mean, who doesnt know what Jimmy Choo achieved?...Everyone does, which is exactly my point.
You will never intimidate me, no matter how you try.
In the night, we went to bukit bintang to eat in the Ship. It was our mother's day present. I havent eaten in the bukit bintang ship for ages. We usually go to the other one, a walking distance from the bukit bintang one. My mom, sis and I all had chicken maryland and my dad had his favourite black pepper steak and shark's fin soup. It was relly fun coz after everyone from overseas had gone back, we finally sat down to eat as a family again. But I kinda miss them already. We see them pretty rarely. Once a year or sometimes once in 2 years. Hopefully my mom and I will go there soon. I wanna see melbourne.
Thats basically it, I guess. Till next time.
.ciao.
P.S. I.Dont.Know.
When you go, would you even turn to say I dont love you like I loved you yesterday?
The EST and sivik papers were pretty easy. I guess the panic attack before the exams were totally unnecessary. But who wouldnt freak out. Suddenly I step in the class and everyone is studying for sivik and I, the genius, left my book in the locker coz I figured sivik required no studying. The everyone was like asking me questions from the textbook and I was sooo blurr. I thought sivik only requires common sense.
How am I supposed to breathe when you leave me no air?
So, as a remedy I went outside and tried to do some crash studying. Nothing really went into my head. sigh...but when the paper came, I could have laughed out loud. All those fools were studying and wasting time studying sivik when in truth, I was right. It only took some common sense. Nothing came out. The tokoh question was also basically common sense. I mean, who doesnt know what Jimmy Choo achieved?...Everyone does, which is exactly my point.
You will never intimidate me, no matter how you try.
In the night, we went to bukit bintang to eat in the Ship. It was our mother's day present. I havent eaten in the bukit bintang ship for ages. We usually go to the other one, a walking distance from the bukit bintang one. My mom, sis and I all had chicken maryland and my dad had his favourite black pepper steak and shark's fin soup. It was relly fun coz after everyone from overseas had gone back, we finally sat down to eat as a family again. But I kinda miss them already. We see them pretty rarely. Once a year or sometimes once in 2 years. Hopefully my mom and I will go there soon. I wanna see melbourne.
Thats basically it, I guess. Till next time.
.I.Dont.Love.You.
Do.I?
.ciao.
P.S. I.Dont.Know.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
We've got chemistry, dude!
Chemistry was pretty good today. By far the best paper I've sat for. All the last minute panicking was for nothing. Eventhough paper 1 was a shooting range, paper 2 was pretty much alright. Tommorow is the 2 subjects that only require common sense to be answered. EST the last time round wasnt all that great, so this time I'm out for revenge. Hopefully my chem marks will be as good as the last time. Dont think there's a chance but a girl can hope, right?...
Damn tired today. Will be going to Bangsar later. More shopping. but I'm not tired of it. Yet.
Sigh. that will be all I guess. I'm exhausted.
ciao.
Damn tired today. Will be going to Bangsar later. More shopping. but I'm not tired of it. Yet.
Sigh. that will be all I guess. I'm exhausted.
ciao.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Magical sejarah. NOT.
There goes another paper that I screwed up. In fact, I wasnt the only one. Screw sejarah lah. Paper 1 was pretty good but Paper 2 will seal my low marks.
You are not what I thought you were.
Went to school and studied sejarah till like 8.57 and the exam starts at 9.00. Last minute huh?...Went to the library earlier but got chased out by the nut who doesnt have a life. Went back to class to find it noisy and retarded as usual. We, that is Melia, Jean and I, wanted to study outside so we sat at the bilik akses but it was so noisy. No wonder sejarah was hard. How do you expect to know anything if you keep talking and laughing and flirting?...Kah Mun was there to help us. Thank God for her. If it werent for her help, I wouldnt have been able to answer my essay question. She asked me the question just 2 seconds before the exam started and I managed to find the answer just in time.
Convince me to believe you.
Went to 1 utama yesterday. walked from one corner of the world to the other. bought my sis ice-cream and a couple of bangles. Didnt buy anything for myself. wanted to get a couple of chelsea badges but decided against it. I have too many of them. I even stuck one onto my lampshade. lol. Went to nike and adidas to find a t-shirt. Guess what?..The only t-shirt with my favourite design was pink. PINK. who wears a pink nike t-shirt. Adidas had a blue tee that was nice but the sizes were too big for me. sigh. next item on the list was a pencil case. couldnt find one even after searching for 3 whole hours. nevermind. maybe KLCC or mid valley will have what I like.
You leave no air for me to breathe.
You are not what I thought you were.
Went to school and studied sejarah till like 8.57 and the exam starts at 9.00. Last minute huh?...Went to the library earlier but got chased out by the nut who doesnt have a life. Went back to class to find it noisy and retarded as usual. We, that is Melia, Jean and I, wanted to study outside so we sat at the bilik akses but it was so noisy. No wonder sejarah was hard. How do you expect to know anything if you keep talking and laughing and flirting?...Kah Mun was there to help us. Thank God for her. If it werent for her help, I wouldnt have been able to answer my essay question. She asked me the question just 2 seconds before the exam started and I managed to find the answer just in time.
Convince me to believe you.
Went to 1 utama yesterday. walked from one corner of the world to the other. bought my sis ice-cream and a couple of bangles. Didnt buy anything for myself. wanted to get a couple of chelsea badges but decided against it. I have too many of them. I even stuck one onto my lampshade. lol. Went to nike and adidas to find a t-shirt. Guess what?..The only t-shirt with my favourite design was pink. PINK. who wears a pink nike t-shirt. Adidas had a blue tee that was nice but the sizes were too big for me. sigh. next item on the list was a pencil case. couldnt find one even after searching for 3 whole hours. nevermind. maybe KLCC or mid valley will have what I like.
You leave no air for me to breathe.
Friday, May 9, 2008
Let me describe physics. I can do it in one word. DISASTEROUS.
Paper 2 was horrible cos Mr. R gave us the wrong correction for physics and the whole class ended up losing 6 marks. each.
Thanks a bunch, Mr. R.
The damn school had no electricity. I guess they didnt pay the bill or something. bt at least it came back during assembly. Had to do some last minute studying using only the sunrise. Natural, huh?
Thank goodness for paper 1. The only tihng I liked in paper 2 was the essay. The only thing was was nice. Paper 1 was okey lah. I guess. We finally sat for our beloved objective paper that we miss so much. Its maths on Monday and I'm getting cold sweat for it. The damn mathematical reasoning is so confusing.
In other ways, today was pretty normal. No weird fights. No oddie. No gossiping. Nothing much lah actually. Came out of school at 12.20. I had to send the book to the office and yet I reached faster than the others. sigh. Slow lah.
Dinner on Wednesday was actually bearable. My aunts cheered me up by getting me gifts from S'pore. Got a new watch and cash for my PMR results. Then they were like, study hard ah. Continue getting straight A's ok. And I'm thinking to myself...how do I maintain straights when chemistry is so confusing and bm is so tough and physics is damn hard and even english lost its appeal?...I'm not saying anything about add maths cos I'm dropping it next year so why bother.
Sigh. Expectations are pretty high,huh?...My sis can get C's and D's and nothing is said about that. Pressure arising.
God must really love stupid people, huh?..He made so may of them.
I've got a damn migraine and its so bad I cant even think straight anymore. I actually thought of bathing with shampoo. Crazy, huh?
Innocent we are. But guilt is so contagious.
Miss Oh-so-innocent.
[a][m][y]
Paper 2 was horrible cos Mr. R gave us the wrong correction for physics and the whole class ended up losing 6 marks. each.
Thanks a bunch, Mr. R.
The damn school had no electricity. I guess they didnt pay the bill or something. bt at least it came back during assembly. Had to do some last minute studying using only the sunrise. Natural, huh?
Thank goodness for paper 1. The only tihng I liked in paper 2 was the essay. The only thing was was nice. Paper 1 was okey lah. I guess. We finally sat for our beloved objective paper that we miss so much. Its maths on Monday and I'm getting cold sweat for it. The damn mathematical reasoning is so confusing.
In other ways, today was pretty normal. No weird fights. No oddie. No gossiping. Nothing much lah actually. Came out of school at 12.20. I had to send the book to the office and yet I reached faster than the others. sigh. Slow lah.
Dinner on Wednesday was actually bearable. My aunts cheered me up by getting me gifts from S'pore. Got a new watch and cash for my PMR results. Then they were like, study hard ah. Continue getting straight A's ok. And I'm thinking to myself...how do I maintain straights when chemistry is so confusing and bm is so tough and physics is damn hard and even english lost its appeal?...I'm not saying anything about add maths cos I'm dropping it next year so why bother.
Sigh. Expectations are pretty high,huh?...My sis can get C's and D's and nothing is said about that. Pressure arising.
God must really love stupid people, huh?..He made so may of them.
I've got a damn migraine and its so bad I cant even think straight anymore. I actually thought of bathing with shampoo. Crazy, huh?
Innocent we are. But guilt is so contagious.
Miss Oh-so-innocent.
[a][m][y]
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Oh gosh...How do I get through this?
I couldnt help it. I had to come home and cry. I screwed up ENGLISH. Its ENGLISH. No one screws up in English. Yeap. No one but me. Oh, why do this to me?...You could have just smothered me with my pillow or something last night.
What happened to forever?...It seems like forever is beginning to crack.
Or maybe its just me.
Tears well up in my eyes when I remember the moments of pain I went through 12 years ago.
Its my grandpa's 12 year death anniversary.
Why did God take him away from me.
I was so young. So sick and sad of all this needless pain.
I love you too much.
I have officially screwed up both the language exams.
Later, when I go for the "dinner", questions will arise on why I am so sullen and moody.
I would have to lift my head up when I feel like crying and say everything is fine when in truth, nothing was fine to begin with.
Why?.Why?
Maybe things will be brighter tommorow. Nah. Who am I kidding?.
Its freaking moral.
When is moral ever a brighter option.
Where is my knight in shining armour.
I need you desperately.
Talk me into living for tommorow.
I might just quit.
I need you.
Whoever you are, come save me, quick.
Inevitably, all my troubles will be back again.
And once again, life will appear to be a dark hole with no escape route.
Lets hope this time things will be a little tweaked.
Smile for me. Just once.
Love me. Hate me.
A.M.Y.
What happened to forever?...It seems like forever is beginning to crack.
Or maybe its just me.
Tears well up in my eyes when I remember the moments of pain I went through 12 years ago.
Its my grandpa's 12 year death anniversary.
Why did God take him away from me.
I was so young. So sick and sad of all this needless pain.
I love you too much.
I have officially screwed up both the language exams.
Later, when I go for the "dinner", questions will arise on why I am so sullen and moody.
I would have to lift my head up when I feel like crying and say everything is fine when in truth, nothing was fine to begin with.
Why?.Why?
Maybe things will be brighter tommorow. Nah. Who am I kidding?.
Its freaking moral.
When is moral ever a brighter option.
Where is my knight in shining armour.
I need you desperately.
Talk me into living for tommorow.
I might just quit.
I need you.
Whoever you are, come save me, quick.
Inevitably, all my troubles will be back again.
And once again, life will appear to be a dark hole with no escape route.
Lets hope this time things will be a little tweaked.
Smile for me. Just once.
Love me. Hate me.
A.M.Y.
Friday, May 2, 2008
The sweetest memory.
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Chorus :
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Chorus :
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Love song.
Head under water
And you tell me
To breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder
Even I know that
Made room for meI
t's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song
Today
Today..
I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and Your twisted words
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your wayI'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song today
Promise me
You'll leave the light on
To help me see
The daylight my guide, gone
Cause I believe
There's a way
You can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to write you a love song
Today.Today..
And you tell me
To breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder
Even I know that
Made room for meI
t's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song
Today
Today..
I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and Your twisted words
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your wayI'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song today
Promise me
You'll leave the light on
To help me see
The daylight my guide, gone
Cause I believe
There's a way
You can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to write you a love song
Today.Today..
How shall I put it?
Yesterday was pretty ordinary. That is weird. With me, ordinary is out of the ordinary. I went to Sunway Pyramid and bought a pink top. We had lunch in Manhattan Fish Market and went to parkson to get my sisters outfit. I got so frustrated when she was picking out her clothes. EVERYTHING WAS SUCKY FOR HER. I MEAN EVERYTHING. How can anyone stand that. My mom and I were both getting damn pissed off. Finally me mom gave her a choice. To buy the clothes that my mom chose, or wear her old clothes. She finally relented and bought a skirt and a top. When I was at the height of my anger, I didnt want to explode so I went off to the Adidas section. I wanted to get my dad a t-shirt or jersey but 2 minutes later my sister is shouting at me from the other corner of the world to come over there. I went over but when I got there she said " oh, you were there ah?...ok lah, then."...arggghhhh. I was so angry that I shouted at her in the middle of the kids section. Even the salesgirls turned to look. My sister just stood there with this annoying defiant expression like as though she was innocent. My mom came rushing over, which was probably cos I sounded like I was gonna kill her at that point. Who wouldnt?...Then my mom said no more shopping for her clothes already and then we went to look for mine. Which is where my pink top comes in. Its really bright like the moto razr kind of colour. I'm really happy with it. First time buying something pink that my mom didnt choose. hahahhaha.
.me.
.me.
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